i’m here to help you remember who tf you really are!
allow me to introduce myself, my name is eshii
i’m a triple J♥ — my birth card, planetary ruler, and decan ruler are all J♥. this card represents a sacrificial love, service to the people, and deep emotional insight. i bring that energy into everything i do. since i was 13-years-old, i’ve been immersed in astrology and metaphysics. astrology was always my first love. and over the years, i’ve learned how powerful life becomes when you align with your true path. through cardology, i help you find clarity and rediscover your truest self, using the ancient wisdom of the 52-deck of playing cards.
this is more than just a reading—it’s an opportunity to understand the patterns in your life, especially in relationships. i read the cards to gain insight into my own relationships, guiding me on when to hold on and when to let go, especially honoring my 9♠ in venus. i live what i teach, practicing the energy of the cards daily, so i can offer you real, grounded guidance.
as the co-founder of BE-IMAGINATIVE, an emmy award-winning collective focused on healing through trauma and loss, i’m no stranger to deep transformation. i know how to hold space for the work that leads to real change. when you book a reading with me, it’s not just about answers—it’s about transformation, healing, and aligning with your highest purpose.
ready to see the bigger picture and step into your true potential? let’s dive in together.
i live what i teach, practicing the energy of the cards daily, so i can offer you real, grounded guidance.
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bout me
my work is standing in the truth of who i am. these cards are teaching me how to look at all of me without flinching. they are showing me how to take full responsibility for my own shit instead of playing the fuckin victim and pointing fingers at every-fuckin-body else for my own fuckery and foolery. they are teaching me how to grow the fuck up. how to stand in radical self-love and acceptance. how to stop lying to myself and step into my power, again and again.
i don’t just study cards, i live these cards, i embody them. i wrestle with them. i transformed through them.
i ain’t new to this. i gave my first astrology reading in the 8th grade, and i never stopped. metaphysics didn’t just teach me how to read other people. they have taught me how to read myself, deeply, honestly, spiritually, and without ego. it is the most humbling and humiliating practice of my life.
so when you sit with me, understand this: i’m not pulling cards out my ass. i’m coming at you from lived experience, and embodied experitise. from 20+ years of metaphysical work. from cycles and shadows that i’ve walked through, died in, and been reborn from.
i can see your patterns because i am confronting my own. i name what’s real because i’ve had to name it in myself first. this is not a fuckin hobby. this is my spiritual practice that i just so happen to be sharing with you. this has come from years of discipline and devotion, and the courage to stand 10 toes down in my truth.
so, if you’re ready to stop hiding from yourself and step into the life that’s actually meant for you, then i welcome you. otherwise, please do not even bother.
my card reading style is structured. i follow the Castrology4Life system taught by my mentor, malik deshawn, and i honor the calendar, the placements, and the lineage of this work. i’m not out here freestyling. i’m reading from a system that’s older than all of us, with room for my own mastery to come through.
us jack of hearts have a 9♣ in mercury, i tap into the universal knowledge card and can see the bigger picture. we could be lookin at your subconscious patterns or looking at what’s brewing in your life, my work is in guiding you back to you. i’m definitely not interested in making decisions for you.
i bring twenty years of studying astrology, numerology, and metaphysical sciences into every session. and yes, i leave space for intuition. especiall for those of us who have psycic cards and cards that live in neptune territory. sometimes i’m direct, sometimes i’m blunt, sometimes i’m soft depending on what my spirit, your spirit, your cards, and the moment call for. i’m not gonna tell you who to fuck, who not to date, or who you can’t go into business with. but i will tell you where the potential ease lives and where the pressure points are. i’ll call out to the relationships that stretch you, test you, grow you, or drain you. this your world. i’m just holding a mirror to you.
i practice these cards on myself every day. if i’m feeling somebody, if my body, heart, and spirit say yes, or even if my trauma tries to bond with somebody else’s, draging me into something familiar and i’m not fully evolved that day, yes, i look to the cards to help me decide who i’m choosing and why. but i still just might regress. why? cuz i’m fuckin human. that’s the same lens i bring to you. i don’t sit above the work. i’m in the work with you.
sometimes your path asks for ease. sometimes it asks for courage. sometimes it puts you in a big-daddy saturn relationship so you can grow the fuck up, and sometimes it asks you to stop mistaking big-daddy saturn for love. i don’t know your life—but the cards will show what you’re working with.
what i do know is this:
i fuck with these cards tough. i live them. i breathe them. and i’m here to be a resource to you as you navigate your path.
ready to tap in? book a reading today.