i’m here to help you remember who tf you really are!

we ain’t apologizing fa authenticity!

i am who i am and you are who the fuck you are, right? so it is what it is and it ain’t what it ain’t! that leaves us with two main options. either we can keep it real about who we are, standing in a wild space of radical self-acceptance and authenticity or we can conform to another way of being, stepping outside of alignment and betraying our own hearts, minds, bodies and spirits.

i’ve done it, many times — sacrificing my own inner guidance to appease some man or some patna or some job that i think is providing the type security i need. but i’ma tell you right now, that ain’t get me too far.

the more i honor who i am, the more i attract people, experiences and opportunities that truly align with my soul’s purpose. errything and errybody who ain’t accept me jus slide up out my life, makin room for errything and errybody who is meant to be in my circle.

so i am committing myself to self acceptance in ways i have never known before. astrology, cardology and numerology are metaphysical systems that have truly reminded me of what the fuck my soul already knows! this journey has lead me to a self-realization and acceptance that i wasn’t gon get from no teacher, no preacher, no college advisor, shit! sometimes ma own fuckin family! ma mama, daddy, grandmothers, cousins, they ain’t understand me and why i move the way i move. shit without metaphysics, i wouldn’t understand and accept them. cuz ain’t nobody gon understand us the way the most high do. we was made this way for a reason and all the planets, asteroids and stars in the heavens conspired to make us exactly the way that we are.

gotta play the hand that you dealt. that’s until it’s your turn to deal. otherwise you get it how you live, i could give a fuck how yu feel.

-Bun B.

allow me to introduce myself, my name is esh!

i am ayesha walker, i’m a tripple baby jack. i got a jack’a hearts birth card, planetary ruler and decan ruler. i got a leo sun, libra moon and rising. big sun, venus and jupiter energy. i’m a dope ass mom, to a brilliant 7’a diamonds child. i’m a cardology reader, social entrepreneur, artist and i be intuitively coachin ma patnas through life. i am an alchemist, creating opportunities for myself, family and my community to transform our deepest pain into our greatest power and passion. i am the co-founder and CEO of BE-IMAGINATIVE, an emmy award-winning collective of exceptional artists, powerful healers, and impactful community leaders who are dedicated to healing black and brown communities through creative storytelling. i am an agent of change, with over 20 years of experience studying metaphysical sciences and a background in education, youth development, nonprofit organizations, as well as visual and performing arts, I am a student of castrology4Life with malik deshawn’s ass.

allow me to remind you of who tf you turly are.

it’s already written.